I get it now...
I'm pissed! That's what it is...
I'm mad! This guy has 15 years... Something I keep dreaming I'll find...& he can toss it away on some fuck he meets in a bar...?
I'm real... I know that's what I am...
He's the best offer I've had in weeks, & he's weighing me against 15 years?!?
This rattles my hope... That's why I'm pissed.
I really do believe in Love & he can just toss it aside... I can't find a date & he can toss 15 years aside for a piece of ass...